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Well, I don't know hot to tell this. My feel, my story, my tears, my laughs, and my life. I don't think I'm a Betty Smith with her "A tree grows in a brooklyn" or J.K. Rowling with her "Harry Potter", or any best author! I'm just me! Okay, listen to my story, well, it's kinda boring, but i have to post it! 1,2,3 : Dear birds, I like your songs, but can you please stop spelling his name! Dear moon, I like your smile, but can you please stop capturing his face! Dear starts, I like your lights, but can you please stop to make his shadows! I have no reason to love you, but I have no reason to forgetting you. My hands waiting for your hold! My heart screams of your name, that I can't help! You are the sun of the rain in my heart! You don't know! I write your name! But you never care! There's something, about us! I believe that! But the darkness came, and tell the truth. I wake, and everything is possible. Skies are telling the truth. You a

Itu semua! itu semua! Aku memimpikannya! Mimpiku, Imajinasiku! Bahkan ku rela membuat yang beru demi itu semua! Kebahagiaanku, hanyalah bayangan semu di baling sirius. Di dalam cahaya nebula yang mungkin tak berujung. Aku tidak bisa kau lihat! Kau terlalu susah untuk ku gapai! Engkau hanyalah oase bagiku! Aku nyata bagimu, tapi kau tak pernah mengaggapku! Kau mengenang, hanya mengenang! Sebesit! Secercah! Segelintir! Ah apalah itu. Y!

Well, hello blogger! Yayaya, Lemme tell you something. Well, it happended when I was 13. I closed with someone. Actually, he's so far away from me. He's in a town near Surabaya, while Im in Madiun. We talked via massage and phone almost ALL THE TIME! I like him! He's my best friend's bestie :). My bestie told that he was a good boy, smart, lovely, fun, but!!! He's a PLAYBOY! WELL DONE! I tried to stop talking with him T_T Ahhhh, He's so awesome, and so handsome!! :( We haven't communicate for 2 years. And on FB he deleted me as his friend! Ahhhhh Now, he has a gf :( :'( I MISS HIM!!! REALLY REALLY MISS HIM!

Call him Yay and call her Waw. So, like this. One day, Waw brought an invisible pen to her school. LOL LOL. Then, she write someone name on her hand. someone that he liked. Then Yay did that too. Yay told "Look I write someone name that i love on my hand!". Waw answered "Me too. LOL". (Remember that Yay has a GF already!). Someday, when it was rain.... Yay asked Waw, who's the name of someone that you write on your hand? Waw just cried! Then Waw said "It was you!". Yay looked shock! Then Yay said "Yes me too. I write your name!". Waw said "No, you lied, you have a girlfriend already! And you love her! Remember, in the class you are always with her!". Yay told "No I really love you! I love you only! Well, I'll broke up with her! Stop crying!". Then yay hug Waw. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE RAIN! So, Yay broke up with his gf and be together with Waw :)

Bila ada ajakan untuk berbagi, apa yang ada di pikiran anda? Berbagi dana, pakaian layak pakai, sembako, susu, makanan atau bentuk material lainnya? Jawaban itu boleh jadi karena pengaruh ide materialistik yang telah mengglobal. Mengukur segala sesuatunya dengan ukuran yang bersifat material dan kasat mata. Pengalaman nyata dari Ayah angkat saya mungkin bisa menjadi pelajaran bahwa berbagi tidaklah mesti berbentuk material. Setiap tahun, Ayah angkat saya punya kebiasan berkeliling ke berbagai panti asuhan dan rumah anak yatim. Kunjungan biasanya dilakukan dua kali. Awal bulan Ramadhan dan akhir bulan Ramadhan. Kunjungan pertama adalah survey untuk mengetahui kebutuhan panti asuhan atau rumah yatim. Kunjungan kedua membawa bantuan sesuai dengan kebutuhan yang diperlukan. Ketika berkunjung ke salah satu rumah yatim, Ayah angkat saya bertemu dengan seorang bocah bernama Nina. “Nina, apa yang anakku mau, sayang?” begitu Ayah saya membuka percakapan. “Nina mau baju baru? Sepatu baru? Tas

Hi everyone! Im in a bad now! Oww yeah! It sounds uncool! Im 15, omg, i even forgot that Im a teen! Oh God, please! This is so silly. So silly that he is ummm, ahh! and then, he told to my friend that I was cutie, yaaaaaaaa oh please, im not going to do something bad!! i mean, oh ya God, give me the strengh, i even dont know him yet but my friend told that he was good boy ;) But oh yea whatever! dear mizyal, study hard ;)

This is sick! My bone even can't understand! My body can't be drawn! My breath is just a little oxygen! Suddenly, I'm a girl, going through the darkness! Love is useless for me! The dark even be a pink! Life is just a stick! World, you make me mad! Everything seems possible! Love is just a sick! My life even better! Alone is everything! Life without them is something! God tell me the truth! Am I the chosen one? My body is flying! Even when I'm nothing! Love is a magic. They bring me the light. But love is a toxic And darkness is it's friend. Love life laugh People, sincerely...

SMA 3 Madiun -,-'

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Damn! not the only one! my feel, right now! feeling down! my feel, right now! feeling damn! Where's my freedom? Jail is better than my life! Wish me was there! Jealous! is what should I feel! must be! Jealous to them! They feel free! While I feel like kinda saved! And that's unfair! People don't understand! They never ever realize! Im 14, GIVE MY LIFE TO ME!

hello people! let me tell you something! i like someone. i meet him almost everyday!named, ahh call him B3A :D B3A has an ex named xxxx. he told me many things about her! but then today he said "I Like someone! even I often tell bout xxxx to her! ghost!! he told me bout xxxx so often :O is that someone me? who knows!! But something that You have to know is : I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH! EVEN THOUGH I THINK HE WILL MARRY SOMEONE WHEN IM 18. XOXOXOX :D

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Saya harap kamu baca post ini, penantianku! Aku ceritakan lagu-lagu yg menemaniku selama penantianku! 1. Iya, kamu suka dia. Tapi ketauilah dia tak pernah merasakan yg sama dgn kamu! Sedangkan aku yg menunggumu tidak pernah sedikitpun kau peduli padaku! Taylor Swift - Invisible 2. Aku merasa sifatku berubah semenjak ada perasaan itu. Aku sadar aku masih terlalu muda utk memikirkan itu. Tapi perasaan adlh sesuatu yg susah ditunda. Nikka Costa - First Love 3. Kadang aku merasa aku yg paling pantas utk kamu suka. Tapi aku tau itu hanya Imajinasi Tingkat Tinggiku. Afghan - Bukan Cinta Biasa 4. Ingatkah kamu saat kesenian. Kita ada di 1 kelompok. Perasaanku sgt senang waktu itu. Kita aransemen sebuah lagu. Walaupun kamu susah diatur. Tapi aku tetap senang. Dan saat latihan pertama,taukah kamu? Konsentrasiku lepas karena kamu ada di depanku. Mayumi Itsuwa - Amayadori 5. Taukah kamu? Seelum aku suk kamu, Aku belum pernah suka seseorg dgn perasaan yg sgt sgt dalam! Aku suka kamu berle

There's no scarcity of opportunïty to make a living at what you love. There is only a scarcity of resolve to make it happen......Wayne Dyer Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.1

They call me crazy! The said Im too young! They call me freak! They said Im too weak! But do they understand my heart? This thing! My feel! That they will never realize! Im just me! This is my body! My life is mine! They don't have a right to control me! But they are who they are! They do what they want! Without think of me anymore! I wish I was a butterfly! Fly away! Fly Fly Fly! No one forbid them! No one! Enjoying life! The only once life! But this is what God writes about me!

hey guys! being broken heart is painful! well, this is it! bong bong bong it's 3 am! and im not sleeping! bong bong bong it's 3 am! and im thinking of you! it will never ever be true! my imagination! i broke my life! loving someone that will never feel the same as me! bong bong bong! it's 3 am! why im not sleeping?! the poison is in my brain! the one is you! but then, i realize! you maybe with her! she's a butterfly! while im just a fairy tale! im fake! and she's real! that someone you have to take care of! it's ok! war? no! i know, i will be just alone! i love being alone! but i hate being lonely!

Hi everyone. Well. I fell not so good. You know why? Its not a big mistake, I think but yes. She mad at me. And thats not atrue reason. She mad at me. My mom. I just got my good mood at least a week :( now Im so sad. I feel like wanna scream and think that Im truly bad bad daughter. I cant make her happy. There is no big 10. And now this. Sorry. But DAMN

The owner of this blog needs some rest!! she is stressing bout something now.

cause it's the story!! of an awesome girl!!!she loves someone!! that will never ever be her!! :P

Well, kadang memahami diri sendiri itu susah! Memahami sifat kita itu samar! Bahkan cermin-cermin sifat bisa bohong sama kita! apa yg kita lihat tentang diri kita, kadang bukan seperti realita! Fake! Ya, fake! Banyak orang yg pintar menganalisa sifat orang1 di sekitar mereka, tapi kalau ditanya tentang sifat mereka, mungkin kebanyakan dari mereka akan menjawab "hmmm, mungkin orang2 disekitar saya lebih tau". Well, kita harusnya paham sama sifat kita! hmm, mungkin dengan paham sama sifat kita, kita bisa introspeksi diri! Ya, hmm. Kadang sifat kita, sifat buruk kita yg tidak kita tau bisa membuat orang lain merasa nggak nyaman ada di dekat kita. Dan saat orang lain nggak nyaman sama kita, kadang mereka meninggalkan kita, nggak peduli sama kita! Nah lo, susah kan :) Terus gimana ya cara yg bisa buat kita tau sifat kita? Well, here you go---------> 1. Jangan sungkan-sungkan tanya sama teman-teman kita tentang diri kita. 2. Tanya sama mereka tentang sifat buruk kita 3. Tanya sa

Mungkin semua nggak bingung sama judul diatas! Iya, itu artinya "Semuanya tidak sama seperti yg terlihat". Memang betul sih, apa yg kita lihat baik, bisa jadi sesuatu yg buruk! Apa yg kita lihat buruk, bisa jadi sesuatu yg baik buat kita! And by the way way way... Dari ungkapan diatas, kita bisa belajar, bahwa jangan mempercayai atau mengagumi seseorang berlebihan! Jangan terlalu ter-obsesi! Jangan mudah tertipu! Everything is not as it seems!! Semuanya nggak seperti apa yg kita lihat =D okie

well,it's mizyal!! wanna talk something bullshit! haha let it fly fly fly fly whenever!! let it go go go go wherever!! wes.. gak bisa mikir.. byeee

cause it's not serious!! never gonna be true! just a fake!! a fvcking fake! it's not more than just an imagination! then break!! some parts! a War, sometimes just boring! while without war is nothing! you just need to be what you wanna be! they said! but, sometimes that's what we need! be someone different than before! no matter, better or worse! because people don't know! they talk, no proof! then big surprise! im sure! so much sure! no doubt! impossible!!! Note : if you don't know bout this poem!! than im a great one. xoxo

Imagining you're far away Just searching for the words to say I feel it when you fall apart Our lives are a greatest art I don't wanna change your mind Coz i accept you for everything you are and will be Stay here with me now The only thing that are hearts are made of Are the acts of forgiveness and love The only thing real when push comes to shove Are the acts of forgiveness and love Coz in the end no one loses or wins The story begins again and again With forgiveness and love You don't ever have to read my mind You can see it when you close your eyes Don't believe it when you loose your fate Another moment is a moment away I can't tell you what the future holds Or how to live All i know is what feels right lights up my life again and again The only thing that are hearts are made of Are the acts of forgiveness and love The only thing real when push comes to shove Are the acts of forgiveness and love Coz in the end no one loses or wins The story begins again and aga

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We know, Torres scored on 4/23/211 :) that was his 1st goal for ChelseaFC! we waited for 732 minutes before :) and finally come true! I love Torres! He's my best boy ever! I like him since I was 11! xoxo! he's great, cool! awesome!!! and he scored on the final of Euro 2008. assist on final of World cup 2010!! I have million reason to Love him so much! xoxo! I will never forget this moment :') when torres scored, i was jumping, screaming, and hugging with my little bro, Nuha! haha! so funny! you shloud watch the video! my sister, Naili recorded us! lol! ok guys that's all!! bye :)

So uncool! btw, I'm in love! in love with someone (Josbi)! I dunno! it just happen! I tried not to care! but, yh! well, we are in the same school, but different class! he's so good, i think! and my teachers said to me that he was a really polite and a good boy! ohh, heaven!! we support the same team! CHELSEA FC! when Chelsea plays, he often sends me a massage via phone :D! heaven!! but, unfortunately, I dunno. does he has a girlfriend/crush or not? Im confused! he's a best friend of my ex. weird! it shouldn't happen :( many people at school will talk something bad about me! uh, i better keep my feeling alone! alone! alone! and gone.. "but, that's not good Mizyal" said my friend! she said that i had to tell him about my feeling! uh, so scary! I'm kinda confused! but unfortunately I still have a feeling to my ex. kinda confused, right? not kinda! indeed :( and unfortunately, Nick is still owns my heart! :( -,-' my life is so so so weird! but special!

hey, mizyal is the way more awesome than rebecca black. xD

well, yayaya!!!!!!!! London???? pasti nggak ada yg nggak tau. yeep, Ibu kota ingrris yg alamak, bagusnya Subhanallah!^^ pingin sih ke sana. xoxo. ngapain? ya selain jalan-jalan, bisa liat Match-nya Chelsea FC donk. haha banyak wisata-wisata menarik yg perlu kamu kunjungi :P! wajib!!!!!!! wajib kalo ke London mampir. ^^, kalo enggak, rugi besar deh! okeeeeeeeeee......... ini-lah tempat-tempat yg membuat saya pingin ke London :D ----------->>>>>>>>>>> 1. LONDON BRIDGE oh my godness!!!!! ini adalah salah satu jembatan terbagus di dunia! udah deh, gak bakalan nyesel ke sana. apa lagi waktu malam, eh eh ehuuuu. romantis. cocok buat orang nge-date. xxoxo. yg pastinya kalo ke sana aku bakalan foto-foto 100x. ^^ 2. London Eye oh ghost!! ini yg paling seru deh kayaknya! kalau kita naik di kapsul-nya, wuihh, kita bisa liat kota London!! dengan jelas! hm, enaknya naik malam ato siang ya??? kayaknya enakan malem deh. xoxo. eh ya, dan katanya ini kincir paling besar

i was on my way!!! i was on my promise! i will never think bout the toxic of the world : boy! but and then i know you! hey boy, we are same :) ahhh..... so bad :O it shouldn't happen!!! but, ohhhh he was sweet, and maybe he's a kind of a really good guy. what the hell mizyal? oh, pls!!! i never talk with him!! never! never! once? nope! but, that eyes!! that nose! and everything bout him!!! are greatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt he's so different! he's silent! but but wait.... i was doing something stupid, btw! oke, here we go ::::::::>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> one day, i sent him a msg.. "hey, wanna be my frnd?" oh, stupid! what a silly one!!!!! then he replied "who?" oh my god!!! that's all! bye!!!

hahhhh,,, kesalahan fatal!!! sgt fatal!!! so gini ni : masak ya, how stupid I AM!!! stupid... msak sms, pke acara bilang "mau temenan gak sama aku?" hahhhhh sampek2 diketawain ulik!!!! sampe di geblek2in ulik..... swt. trus malemnya dia bls "sp?" then. wt should i do? heh? reply like this : aku mizyal 9b. woooooooooooooooo wtf! zya zya zya zya andaikan nggak ngirim sms itu, psti nggk akan bingung -,-' agrgrgrgr zya zya zya!

my number on his book! waw

14th January 2011 was best day so far :D someone i love! he's mine now! omg! love it :D boy, i like you sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.1

14th January 2011 was best day so far :D someone i love! he's mine now! omg! love it :D boy, i like you sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Wahhh, aku bingung! what should i do? ada gossip di kalangan anak reguler kalo aku jadian sama xxxx. padahal enggak! bersyukur sedikit sih, krn gossipnya belum sampek ke anak sbi. kalo sampek ke anak sbi, bisa gawat aku! nick ku gimana? wahahaha, pd! banyak yg dukung aku jadian sama xxxx, tpi aku bimbang! aku nggak mau! guess why? ah, karena xxxx udah ditaksir sejak lama sama sahabatku. I don't wanna hurt her anymore! ya, karena aku juga udah pernah disakitin sama sahabatku dulu! ceritanya sih juga sama kayak aku gini! hehe aku kan sahabat yg baik! ^^ zZzZzZzZzZzZ okelah, sekian! pokoknya skali lagi, aku single!!!!!!!! i haven't found someone yet :P

he came when i was broken! broken! broken! he came when i was needing light to shine! he came when i was giving up! he came when i was sick! he came when i was needing someone, accompany me! but, i wouldn't reach him! impossible! it wouldn't happen everything! because, im on my promise! it was what we called by friendship! friendship!!!! something, we shouldn't betray on it! friendship!!!! something, we shouldn't break it! i don't know how! i wanna back! back to the past! when you asked my name! i promise, if i can back to the past! i promise, i wouldn't answer his question! my friendship! my crush! my aim! my everything! it shouldn't happen! but why? i never thought bout this! never! never! never! my heart! i just wanna break everything! im a loser! im a bad! stay away from me! i don't wanna break my friendship!