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Well, I don't know hot to tell this. My feel, my story, my tears, my laughs, and my life. I don't think I'm a Betty Smith with her "A tree grows in a brooklyn" or J.K. Rowling with her "Harry Potter", or any best author! I'm just me! Okay, listen to my story, well, it's kinda boring, but i have to post it! 1,2,3 : Dear birds, I like your songs, but can you please stop spelling his name! Dear moon, I like your smile, but can you please stop capturing his face! Dear starts, I like your lights, but can you please stop to make his shadows! I have no reason to love you, but I have no reason to forgetting you. My hands waiting for your hold! My heart screams of your name, that I can't help! You are the sun of the rain in my heart! You don't know! I write your name! But you never care! There's something, about us! I believe that! But the darkness came, and tell the truth. I wake, and everything is possible. Skies are telling the truth. You are not mine, and never supposed to be! Everyone annoys me! He's never be yours! I stand with my broken heart! Holding my hopes, and bring the memmories! No one care, and that's right! They don't have to care! Cause I'm lonely and alone. Walking through the fire and cats. I can't reach you, I can't hold you. You are my dreams! Never should be real! Broken!

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