impossibleeeeeeee

cause it's not serious!!
never gonna be true!
just a fake!!
a fvcking fake!

it's not more than just an imagination!
then break!!
some parts!

a War, sometimes just boring!
while without war is nothing!

you just need to be what you wanna be! they said!
but, sometimes that's what we need! be someone different than before!
no matter, better or worse!

because people don't know!
they talk, no proof!
then big surprise!

im sure!
so much sure!
no doubt!
impossible!!!

Note : if you don't know bout this poem!! than im a great one. xoxo

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