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something. ahh

hey guys! being broken heart is painful! well, this is it!


bong bong bong
it's 3 am!
and im not sleeping!
bong bong bong
it's 3 am!
and im thinking of you!

it will never ever be true!
my imagination!
i broke my life!
loving someone that will never feel the same as me!

bong bong bong!
it's 3 am!
why im not sleeping?!
the poison is in my brain!
the one is you!

but then, i realize! you maybe with her!
she's a butterfly!
while im just a fairy tale!

im fake! and she's real!
that someone you have to take care of!

it's ok!
war?
no!
i know, i will be just alone!

i love being alone!
but i hate being lonely!

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