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Hi blog. long time no see. I am fine, i guess. Terakhir posting adalah, postingan menye tentang nikah. Hahaha Thats crazy mizyal! SO many things changed in the last 9 months (since the last time i visited you). School drives me crazy. People drive me even crazier. uhghghgh

Why.. Why im 21. Why im not 13 anymore.

And the bad news is ................ I'll be 22 in less than a month. thats suck

WHY NATURE? WHY

Why I am 21.

I hate being adult with many responsibilities.
I want to be a cute little girl like I used to be.
I just need to eat, sleep, pooping. ughhhhhh

In the last 9 months, I made many big decisions for my life. HAHAHA

They probably will change my life forever. I have different goals now in life. Well, i guess im growing up. 21 is crazyyyyyyyyyyyy dude. Like, Im officially an adult. wtf.

21 makes me realize many things Like... i cant always get what i want. i need to respect people decisions. i need to work really hard to get what i want. i dont always find my mom to do my stuff, which means im doing it by myself. i learn how to solve my problem alone. ALONE. like JOMBLO.
BYE

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