Itu semua! itu semua! Aku memimpikannya! Mimpiku, Imajinasiku! Bahkan ku rela membuat yang beru demi itu semua! Kebahagiaanku, hanyalah bayangan semu di baling sirius. Di dalam cahaya nebula yang mungkin tak berujung. Aku tidak bisa kau lihat! Kau terlalu susah untuk ku gapai! Engkau hanyalah oase bagiku! Aku nyata bagimu, tapi kau tak pernah mengaggapku! Kau mengenang, hanya mengenang! Sebesit! Secercah! Segelintir! Ah apalah itu.
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4 years passed since the last time I wrote in my blog. Well, what happened in 4 years? A lot of things. I managed to finish my medical school which makes me a doctor now, even though I dont have proper job but Al hamdulillah I get enough salary to feed me and my cat. Oh yeah I have a cat that I adopted this march, she is Molly and I lover her very much. I finally moved on from the people who don't deserve me, and that was very relieved. I was thinking that I might never loved anyone again, but I was wrong. I met someone who I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I met him just in a blink of an eye, and that's it, I fall for him. I finally feel alive again. I've never felt this way to someone before. No, this is definitely not my first love, but this is definitely the biggest love I ever had to someone, and hopefully the last love in my life. And I am so grateful for this. Anyway I am an adult now. I managed to take care of myself, I pay my own bills, buy my own food. And
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