Well, I don't know hot to tell this. My feel, my story, my tears, my laughs, and my life. I don't think I'm a Betty Smith with her "A tree grows in a brooklyn" or J.K. Rowling with her "Harry Potter", or any best author! I'm just me! Okay, listen to my story, well, it's kinda boring, but i have to post it! 1,2,3 : Dear birds, I like your songs, but can you please stop spelling his name! Dear moon, I like your smile, but can you please stop capturing his face! Dear starts, I like your lights, but can you please stop to make his shadows! I have no reason to love you, but I have no reason to forgetting you. My hands waiting for your hold! My heart screams of your name, that I can't help! You are the sun of the rain in my heart! You don't know! I write your name! But you never care! There's something, about us! I believe that! But the darkness came, and tell the truth. I wake, and everything is possible. Skies are telling the truth. You are not mine, and never supposed to be! Everyone annoys me! He's never be yours! I stand with my broken heart! Holding my hopes, and bring the memmories! No one care, and that's right! They don't have to care! Cause I'm lonely and alone. Walking through the fire and cats. I can't reach you, I can't hold you. You are my dreams! Never should be real! Broken!
4 years passed since the last time I wrote in my blog. Well, what happened in 4 years? A lot of things. I managed to finish my medical school which makes me a doctor now, even though I dont have proper job but Al hamdulillah I get enough salary to feed me and my cat. Oh yeah I have a cat that I adopted this march, she is Molly and I lover her very much. I finally moved on from the people who don't deserve me, and that was very relieved. I was thinking that I might never loved anyone again, but I was wrong. I met someone who I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I met him just in a blink of an eye, and that's it, I fall for him. I finally feel alive again. I've never felt this way to someone before. No, this is definitely not my first love, but this is definitely the biggest love I ever had to someone, and hopefully the last love in my life. And I am so grateful for this. Anyway I am an adult now. I managed to take care of myself, I pay my own bills, buy my own food. And
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