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The End of 2024

 Hello its me. Ive been writing on this blog since I was maybe 12? I dont even remember. Right now its 10:13 pm, Dec 17th 2024. Guess what? I got married last month. Nov 17. It's pretty weird. I got married to the person I wrote about here too. Maybe if you read my past posts....you will find about him. It's really weird because I get to do things with a boy. I tell him things, I talk to him, he cooks for me, I clean for him. Like... tbh... I thought I would get married by the age of 35. That's why It is a very shocking condition. Im 28 years old now. no. Im not saying Im old, but Im just really mature now. OMG. Wait, this is just an intrusive thoughts, but can you imagine me as a MOM? a MOTHER? but wait, let's put it aside. I still have no plan to be a mother in the near time. I still want my free life. I mean, Its not that I dont want to be a mother, but I need more time to learn. Anyway, let's go back to being a wife: he is my best friend. he was and he is, and he will always be a best friend for me. Im so grateful that it happens in the right time. He is definitely not perfect, and I am too. But I do hope we can grow together and become the best version of each of us. By the time im writing this, he is sleeping on the video call. But I can't sleep, so I decided to write on my blog. For some times, we will be living like idk (80 km) away? But I do hope, soon we can be together and live together (and not only for the weekend). I love him, so much, and i wouldnt want to be with anyone but him hehe. (well dont judge me), im still on my honeymoon phase. LOL. SO anyway, I have work tomorrow. So good bye i guess. I will be seeing you (hopefully soon). :) xx

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